I have no idea what’s going on nowadays. So my boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me for pretty much no reason because he can never explain to me why he did it. I’m starting to think everyone is out to get me. Everytime I ask someone to hang out, they’re ALWAYS busy. No matter what day or time.
I really don’t think Matt gives a shit about me anymore. Everytime I talk to him, I get yelled at, or he answers in one word responses. I feel like I wasted three years of my life. Sometimes I wonder what the hell am I living for. I really don’t have anything to live for at the moment. My mother couldn’t care less about what I want or need. It’s mostly all about her, and that’s kinda the deal with Matt too. *shrug* Idk…
I do find myself dealing with animals a lot of the time. They don’t betray you, they don’t act “fake”, they listen to you, and they show unconditional love for their owners, unlike some people who change their minds about who they love. Hopefully I’m going to get this job at a pet store caring and training puppies, and volunteering at a couple animal shelters. I’ll be so much happier…
